Something to create, nothing? I beg of you a reason to create, anything at all that I can call my own because it truly needs me. May I not know love because of its grace? Am I not worthy to see the depth of authenticity within someone I desire? I hope to follow my passion to love a girl because it is the one thing I am most afraid of.
I need to know what it is like to think nearly the same thoughts as a woman who understands me. Isn't it any mans goal in life to be connected to a lovely girl who belongs, who makes sense?
Reasoning doesn't work too well for me, but its the one thing I can do to help myself.